as synonymous words in the beginning, talking about one or the other, should give exactly the same. It could be "won" too, but have chosen for me for many years to be champion and now I, with a bit word (the head it seems I can not fix), I choose or I have opted for winner. I will not clarify that it is every thing, from which the names, I shall confine to express the final result of this transition, the peak experienced in this new, strange, difficult and different decision I made on April 29, 2011.
Champion had everything and had nothing, I prefer the latter. De Achiever have had nothing and I can have it all. To be synonymous, I begin to see how distance (rather) their worlds, as the two south poles of a magnet, never cease to repel. Is not the same cry that Champion Achiever, I can not feel anything new, but the old, increasingly, I feel less (although it hurts). How great was one, could be more, but not enough to be champion. And the other great is the other, larger and larger may be. Is that I start to wonder if no two words are antonyms because now I can not find any similarity. Look doubts starting after several days where my veins, heart and head have drunk, jumped, sang and traveled to another ship, after thirty years without change of boat.
Achiever of Champions more than just an annoyance, there is much more within these two words that apart from being victorious or will be, struggling through paths many other totally opposite goals. Could start a polysemy, are synonymous and I think eventually (As I said before) being antonyms.
There is no reason in this world to explain sometimes, some movements, actions and decisions. But there are seconds in the life where you must decide whether there or here, like when you get through a corridor with two doors exactly the same (synonyms) and do not know which opt (start the polysemy) and you decide finally by the left (for example) and when you enter, you see the antonyms.
was the last day, last hour, there was no neck more seconds, margin or uncertainty. O Achiever or anything, because Champion, might have been, but I did not want to keep trying to win with this crew (not all fight one another or the same). I wanted to be a winner, also wanted to live this life I chose, which is touching me cope, I wanted to try and see how I would find everything in this new journey, this new festive homonymy. And always, I remain above all else.
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